A word with God !

Trapped in a body so pathetically,
I feel to ignore the present and run away to an unknown future..
He couldnot show a better moment but each passing day leads to a
more dreadful juncture....

Could i ever accept the pain that still my heart feels,it doesnot deserve..
Could i ever open the heart out that i feel i need to preserve....

May be, some soul somewhere can show me the light,
and keep me away from this tearful plight...

I wish i could shriek on a windy black watery night,

sloshed in a beach .....

And fight with God,if what he did to me was the only way for him to reach...

Can you or you or you

take me away,brighten my day, enlighten my night?

Can you do that miracle of giving me a smile before he takes away my last sight?

Or would you be the same, killing all the moments of happiness,giving a sick life of darkness,

trashing me into a dungeon called life and still ask me to strive from each single wrath,if i might?

Oh God, If you really exist somewhere,

in this world or up above the sky,

send me a soul who can read mine with all care and love and never make me cry.

atleast till i die.........

------awaiting miracle.....still..!!!